nothing
nothing
we have never
deliberately held hands
except for crossing the roads
parting
the crowd
and
whatever other lame excuses I can conjure.
we have never
kissed good night
or
morning
or
afternoon
not
even goodbye
even
saying them makes me feel like a desperate
trespasser.
you couldn't have
known
the purpose of my hands' travel
whether it was business
or pleasure
the latter an elusive
concept
beyond my shrill grasp.
your space and privacy
have become too sacred to me
I dare not soil them with my touch.
so I have nothing
to miss, really
just everything to wish.
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