self esteem and lack thereof

see i don't know if you're being wise
or if you're just rigging your dice.

i don't know if i'm wanted
or if your judgment has temporarily slanted.

i don't know if i'm being sweet
or if i just annoy you, the noisy parakeet.

i don't know if you think of me
about as much as i of you.

i don't know if you're being practical
and think everything i said was a bit nonsensical.

i don't know if you're losing sleep over this
me i'm beyond the shepherd and the sheep.

i don't know if this is right
wait, correction, i know that this is wrong.
but you see, i'm quite helpless.

i don't know what you think of her
but i'll just shut up about that.

i don't know if i'm way off my line here
or if this is not enough.

see i don't know anything at all.
i'm someone you'd be wiser without.